SENDING OUT A S.o.S

The karma of ships. I know when I have hurt someone as we sailed on our own ship. I tell myself, it was just part of the game, my hand was forced, I had to abandon our ship sorry but I had too. It will hurt being alone tossed on the seas but, this failure is just one step closer to your success. Cheer up it will be ok without me onboard. But as the notches of my jumped ships pile up, I become aware that I may escape the storms but I may not escape the fate. So with a grin on my face and clenched fists at the end of my wrists, I say, well yeah she jumped your ship but that’s just one more S.O.S that you have paid for on this voyage. Will my karma of ships mean that for every capsize, and abandonment I cause, I must also endure? I don’t really care! My sails are full against the wind and I am on a F#*cking boat. Thus i continue my voyage.